親愛的樹洞

很感触的一首歌

作詞：吳青峰
作曲：丁世光

還是忍不住哭了 這次又是為什麼
你確定你還想要 聽嗎
真討厭我的脆弱和太敏感的性格
這些我跟你提過吧
安慰別人的道理我那麼多
還以為我真的都 懂了
但有時明明笑著 有時候也不算寂寞
心突然就痛

親愛的你說 這到底為什麼
有沒有誰的人生 能真的永遠快樂
親愛的告訴我 到底該怎麼做
才讓每個埋在心底的傷口 能開出花再結成果

眼看天又亮了 太陽準時出來了
喜怒哀樂都被它照耀著
像是提醒我 心跳看起來無常
其實哭或笑從來都不會出錯
你看我傻的 到現在才懂
或者是我到現在才願意讓自己懂
下一次的心痛 或許我鎮定更從容 你覺得呢

親愛的你說 這到底為什麼
有沒有誰的人生 能真的永遠快樂
親愛的告訴我 到底該怎麼做
才讓每個埋在心底的傷口 能開出花再結成果

親愛的你說 這到底為什麼
有沒有誰的人生 能真的永遠快樂
親愛的告訴我 到底該怎麼做
才讓每個埋在心底的傷口 能開出花再結成果

親愛的別說 什麼算是活著
就讓我去痛到 明白所謂的快樂
經歷那麼多 別提前提醒我
就讓每個傷口 自然的開花結果

我最親愛的 謝謝你讓我更像我

"Some Nights"

Some nights, I stay up cashing in my bad luck
Some nights, I call it a draw
Some nights, I wish that my lips could build a castle
Some nights, I wish they'd just fall off

But I still wake up, I still see your ghost
Oh Lord, I'm still not sure what I stand for oh
What do I stand for? What do I stand for?
Most nights, I don't know anymore...
Oh whoa, oh whoa, oh whoa oh oh
Oh whoa, oh whoa, oh whoa oh oh

This is it, boys, this is war - what are we waiting for?
Why don't we break the rules already?
I was never one to believe the hype - save that for the black and white
I try twice as hard and I'm half as liked, but here they come again to jack my style

And that's alright; I found a martyr in my bed tonight
She stops my bones from wondering just who I am, who I am, who I am
Oh, who am I? mmm... mmm...

Well, some nights, I wish that this all would end
Cause I could use some friends for a change
And some nights, I'm scared you'll forget me again
Some nights, I always win, I always win...

But I still wake up, I still see your ghost
Oh Lord, I'm still not sure what I stand for, oh
What do I stand for? What do I stand for?
Most nights, I don't know... (come on)

So this is it? I sold my soul for this?
Washed my hands of God for this?
I miss my mom and dad for this?

(Come on)

No. When I see stars, when I see, when I see stars, that's all they are
When I hear songs, they sound like this one, so come on
Oh, come on. Oh, come on, OH COME ON!

Well, that is it guys, that is all - five minutes in and I'm bored again
Ten years of this, I'm not sure if anybody understands
This one is not for the folks at home; Sorry to leave, mom, I had to go
Who the fuck wants to die alone all dried up in the desert sun?

My heart is breaking for my sister and the con that she call "love"
When I look into my nephew's eyes...
Man, you wouldn't believe the most amazing things that can come from...
Some terrible lies...ahhh...

Oh whoa, oh whoa, oh whoa, oh oh
Oh whoa, oh whoa, oh whoa, oh oh

The other night, you wouldn't believe the dream I just had about you and me
I called you up, but we'd both agree
It's for the best you didn't listen
It's for the best we get our distance... oh...
It's for the best you didn't listen
It's for the best we get our distance... oh...

ps:/ its a lyric ..from fUN

a walk at pasar

Just because my housemate had go to pasar malam many times and I also want to go pasar malam too. I saw my housemate bring jagung bakar that time and I want to buy to..

But this time I go alone, because nobody want to accompany me and no one go out when it was raining..

Just because I can't wait any longer to go for another day so I go to pasar at kuantan there. The pasar is located at jalan gambut.

So I go there by van that transport poli student to town.

and I walked from terminal kuantan to the jalan gambut..

too close but yet too far..

need walk long if by going by feet.

finally reached.

The pasar is quite different with cheras pasar...

somekind feel old fashoined..haha..

here the pic that taken walk along the pasar

haha, the picture taken before I out

I buy a lot yummy food but I can't finish it all
had buy cendol pulut, apam balik and apam cake, jagung rebus, fried kuey teow mix mee hoon...
besides food, also buy another things, they are batteries for my alarm clock and a cloth, but the cloth try jor after back to pasar...aiyo~I dunno that my "pinggang" not suite that cloth...aiyo~~fat jor ba~~that cloth is slim enough..but I can wear as casual if not button it and wear as formal if button it..but the cloth is feel tight if button it

吃苹果看自己是一个怎样的人

你吃苹果的习惯是。。。
1。将皮削干净，切成一块块，将在盘上慢慢享用
2。将皮削掉过后再吃
3。将苹果洗干净，不削皮直接吃
4。不喜欢就这样吃，喜欢搅成果汁喝


3。你对自己非常好，当现实阻力大过内心标准时，你通常会很快屈服，避免自己内外受煎熬，你做人处事很圆滑，在这个现实社会，能有一个生存空间

boring

Feel boring...playing games, watching movie....watch tv..feeling empty...juz online....zzzz

boring life, I think stay home will much better, stay here juz feel much more emptiness....even got homework but no mood to do it....feel such empty...nothing to do..

anyway juz want to say that old fb account I not using frequently, but is used this account, with my real name..so ppl easy to search me as no one name is same and  unique as me..haha

测试你的名字里所蕴藏的属性

1. 写出自己的名字（ 不包括姓氏） ，在写出每个字的笔画。
2. 算出所有字的总笔画，在对照以下数字列表找出你所属的类型。
3. 例：家谊 10划+10划=20划 在列表中找出所属的类型是水型

阳型（1，10，19，28，37，46，55，64） 如阳光般明媚的你，精力充沛，这也正是你个性中闪闪发亮的地方。你很爱花俏的东西，个性也很鲜明，并总会涌现各种很希奇古怪的点子。但是，对你所喜欢的事物，就得采取行动契而不舍地追求，所以你的才能之花很快就会开放的。 

水型（2，11，20，29，38，47，56，65） 属于水型的你是一个喜欢给予并很会制造气氛的人，和你在一起的人通常会有种被温柔所包围的感觉。而且你很有做家务的天分， 是一个难得的贤惠，温柔的人。如果在家政方面好好加油的话，一定可以获得成功的（此类人俗称家庭主妇型）

 火型（9，18，27，36，45，54，63，72） 你就如同火一样是一个充满热情的人，你拥有一颗不愿输给任何人的火热的心。 这样的你是一个对事物很容易产生感情的人，但重要的是找准一个目标，也就是找你感兴趣的事去做。另外，你是在艺术方面有才华的人，无论是绘画或写作，你都能乍现独特的个人才华。

我的床

现在我就是和几个人一起在外面租屋子的
1个屋子13个人
我的房间有3个人
由于得不到宿舍的住所，就住外面了
我的床就是这么可怜，绝得不是很舒服 只是捕个toto而已 
我伤心流泪就会在这个床了
这个 房间没有窗口，就算天亮还是黑暗
我的室友就是有假期会晚上出去就白天回来
 我， 在这房间几乎很多晚是一个人 会害怕，也会寂寞，也会孤单
这。。就是我的命吧
还好得到住所， 我已经感谢Allah
那时候为了找住宿真的很压力 加上时间和妈妈的强逼，
我真的崩溃和哭了起来， 真的很需要人安慰 一个人痛哭
 脑海就种种负面的想法 一直觉得我很没用，无力，等等
我真的好累 还好最后时间问人，看post 终于找到房子了
 谢谢帮助我的朋友 没有你们的资料，我不会找到这个房子
 住外面后，我觉得有种自由的感觉 不被宿舍的规矩约束， 没有停电，也没有短水。
 一切安好 只是我还是很担心 就是住宿的安全， 万一有人打抢还是什么 。。。。。
这是我的床，会有可怜的感想吗？