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同学聚会测试

发生在同学聚会上的一件小事测试一下你的社交能力。今天是你的生日舞会，老同学齐聚一堂，其中有个家伙穿着一身被公认为“捡破烂”的破衣服，有混水摸鱼，惹人厌弃的感觉，使你觉得浑身不自在，请问你会怎样对他说呢？ A.一句话都不说，只对他傻笑而已 B.在他背后贴个“酒磅倘卖无”的标语整整他 C.不错嘛！这身打扮适合你。 D.你不觉得破坏了今天的盛会吗？ E.利用间接的方式，委婉说出自己的感觉 A.一句话都不说，只对他傻笑而已 不善人际关系是你的隐忧，因为你本质上较为内向，行事太过保守，不能给他人特别具有建设性的帮助。不过你的本性 是非常善良的，一个善良的人，我们还能说啥呢？ E.利用间接的方式，委婉说出自己的感觉 乍看之下，你好像是真心对待的朋友，但是有点欠缺公平性。你始终不能和亲戚朋友以不苟小节的方式进行沟通，人际关系虽好，但不见得真实

welcome back, my laptop

just want to welcome my laptop, finally I can use now just because let it repair for 1 month because damage of motherboard I will take care you well -----

If I get holiday, what would I do?

there are 2 types of holiday that I have now which are weekend and sem break.

What I would do if I on sem break period?
firstly,if the holidays is more than 1 month, I would find a place to work to earn money, to buy IT stuffs. haha..
Second, if the holdays less than 1 month, I would get along shopping with my sis or old friends. If shopping, the place that I would like to go is Masjid Jamek, it is because there are a lot of cheap accesorries that cheap and beautiful for examples like pin for my "tudung", clothes and long skirts. Besides Masjid Jamek, I also like to shopping at Times Square, if in festival season, suc as chritmas, I like to take a walk to Pavillon to admire the decoration in the building, like a wonderland, beautiful. Next, If I want buy some IT stuffs, I would go to Low Yat Plaza to buy the stuffs, is cheap. Lasty, I would like to go take a walk at Jusco Cheras Selatan, if I want to watch movie, I would go there.

If weekend, how I spent my time?
I would writing lab report, watch the dvd I bought at ECM or japan or korea drama.
surft to facebok,very boring. Besides ,if I have purpose to buy something, I would go East Coast Mall to buy things, usually I go there, but sometimes, I would go Mydin or the store or Megamall.

That how I spent time if get holidays.

想法

话说爱情，暂时不是很想谈，原因就是没有找到我要的条件。。
什么条件？就是学业比我好，长的好看以上，和就是经济稳固的男人，有才艺更让我欣赏的
此外，要man点的和体贴。就算找到，这个人也应该没什么看上我的啦，毕竟我不是什么美女。（这就是现实的残酷），我的要求很高？这对我的未来而想的哟~哈哈
那只好慢慢等~没人追？有啊~不合条件，而且我说了，只能当朋友吧~这表明我不会跟你交往的。。。虽然说时间可以培养感情，你不符合我想要，是不行的。毕竟我是属于high taste的，我承认。。
我宁愿当老孤婆，无所谓啊~那不寂寞吗？有点，还是看缘分怎样啦

就每次看电视剧，很羡慕男女主角的爱情故事，毕竟男主角这么帅~唉~~可是艰辛的爱情我是不能像剧情坚持下去，毕竟情况都不顺利，我就是放弃，除非缘分说我们适合的，哪怕试一试也没关系，哈哈><看太多戏了呀~

我现在不是想要男朋友，毕竟就是这些关系总是不持久，而且没有安全感，到最后还是分手的下场，我才不这么能耐，我想要的就是一个符合条件的好老公，这样的关系比较有把握，就算你怀孕都不会丢你啦~找结婚也无所谓啊~幸福就是嘛~在此祝福selina和她的丈夫永远恩爱~哈哈


总觉得时间过的很快，才发现下个月大考了呀~OMO..
问题就是syllabus还没学完，很多lecturer去kursus，虽然lecturer不在没有课是很好，可是不像学校今天老师没来就这样，但这个就要跟着jam kredit，总之就是要补课，星期六和星期日补课，有时还上夜课。哎哟~~~

不知道我住宿舍就变成是省钱还是减肥的生活，因该两个都是吧~
如果在家，妈妈住的菜，就算炸的都会吃，也许这里卖的食物太油腻，油炸的食物很少去碰，不然豆豆就出现，很就没吃goreng goreng的小吃了。。

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friends..
I have...once...
in prmary school, the friend that close is Lim Sim Yee..still in contact..but for future, is just common friend as I didn't have any close'st friend now..
I'm just like the seed of the lalang...where the wind blows me, and where I will go..means where I will go ,the friend that I meet not always the same..
what happen to my old friends in secondary school?
ya..I have it once...and the memories are still on my mind...if they still remember me? I just know that I'm like invisicle people in their life now..
yeah I'm invicible...seeing the pictures they go out, yeah I'm jealous...
yeah..we are far away..and this seem my friendship with them is far away...
I'm not stupid and not kind hearted
...

what about my colleague friend?
I didn't know their heart are very friendly or jut pretended..
I'm just smile and just stand what them doing is annoying...

I'm just miss my dear old friend...everytime I want to meet them, there must reason that cannot to be go..
why?I'm just tell myself they are busy for STPM...
and I'm right?but seeing the facebook pictures..I can see they are happy enough without me...next time, I will not do such wishes to ask u all go out with me..I'm such person that not valueable to go ask go out with..

about te matter, why I'm not ask u to go my house on raya....
u know who I am talking about..yeah its you if u are the person..
I tell you the reason..I ald ready sick of rejected invitation, every year I ask you to come and sometimes beg you to come, u will not come over, it just a simple come and eat, I know ur house matter condition, that's why not invited..as I will know u are not coming..u feel sad? but how I felt over the years being...asked you...and the raya is not vauable to go, everyone is busy with their vacation on raya, so I will not asking everyone..just think me as a stranger.. and the person u not know..
I'm being glad that I'm alone.yeah...very good to be alone..like the feel when shopping alone..talkin to myself...


time...
moves so fast...a month is gone..
it wll takes 2 years for me to graduate my diploma..
so fast...


sleep?
not very well...as the bed i not fluffy enough, the pillow like wood..
and the roomate which makes noise..
I can't sleep with open light..
just stand it...lately I will able to makes it habit..

the feeling of living in the cell of prison,,but stil good enough than the life for a prisoner...just my heart is prisoned

我只知道，昨天如果我没动手，后果应该不堪设想

前天：最后一天上班，好想赶快放工，因为我真的很累了~

昨天：侥幸还是倒霉？？
大约3点下午，就乘坐妈妈的摩托，但骑摩托不是我==
就去提款机拿出几百块，去到Maybank用银行汇交学费...
大概3分钟后，就出去找妈妈，刚好妈妈在maybank对面的kfc Park摩托。。
当妈妈想把摩托开机时，突然就来了一个印度中年人，不算年轻，有点老，但不是老人。。
那印度人，是男的，脸旁有2-3粒“豆子”，有点像乞丐。。
还以为他是要非法收车费的，但和我想像是相反，但共同点是钱。。
他从他的口袋伸出小刀子，指向我和妈妈，当时没有人注意到，他的动作不大，我和妈妈没什么大的表情，（迟钝？反应慢?没反应？）
当时心里想大喊，但我没这样做。。
那印度人握着他的刀说“我想要钱吃饭，如果你们想保留你们的脸的话。。。。。）
当时的我不想听完他说什么，看着老妈害怕的表情，想拿出口袋里的钱，、。。
当我老妈还拿钱包的时候我就冷静的从口袋拿出刚才交学费剩下的2块钱，给了他说：“这个钱应该足够你吃饭吧”，不知道是我没反应还是迟钝还是冷静
那印度人，拿了钱，就走了

回家后，觉得刚才是有点可怕，但我没想到，我可以这么酷？哈哈
还好我的几百块的钱和刚才剩下的钱分开放，不然他应该拿完了吧？
应该只是个侥幸吧？我的几百块和宝贝手机没被拐走，不然我真的心情不好。。
也就是侥幸，没遇到那种恐怖拿着硫酸或巴冷刀那种。。。
也许是出门前心里对上帝祈祷希望今天一切顺利~



各位读者，出门要小心~~~