我只知道，昨天如果我没动手，后果应该不堪设想

前天：最后一天上班，好想赶快放工，因为我真的很累了~

昨天：侥幸还是倒霉？？
大约3点下午，就乘坐妈妈的摩托，但骑摩托不是我==
就去提款机拿出几百块，去到Maybank用银行汇交学费...
大概3分钟后，就出去找妈妈，刚好妈妈在maybank对面的kfc Park摩托。。
当妈妈想把摩托开机时，突然就来了一个印度中年人，不算年轻，有点老，但不是老人。。
那印度人，是男的，脸旁有2-3粒“豆子”，有点像乞丐。。
还以为他是要非法收车费的，但和我想像是相反，但共同点是钱。。
他从他的口袋伸出小刀子，指向我和妈妈，当时没有人注意到，他的动作不大，我和妈妈没什么大的表情，（迟钝？反应慢?没反应？）
当时心里想大喊，但我没这样做。。
那印度人握着他的刀说“我想要钱吃饭，如果你们想保留你们的脸的话。。。。。）
当时的我不想听完他说什么，看着老妈害怕的表情，想拿出口袋里的钱，、。。
当我老妈还拿钱包的时候我就冷静的从口袋拿出刚才交学费剩下的2块钱，给了他说：“这个钱应该足够你吃饭吧”，不知道是我没反应还是迟钝还是冷静
那印度人，拿了钱，就走了

回家后，觉得刚才是有点可怕，但我没想到，我可以这么酷？哈哈
还好我的几百块的钱和刚才剩下的钱分开放，不然他应该拿完了吧？
应该只是个侥幸吧？我的几百块和宝贝手机没被拐走，不然我真的心情不好。。
也就是侥幸，没遇到那种恐怖拿着硫酸或巴冷刀那种。。。
也许是出门前心里对上帝祈祷希望今天一切顺利~



各位读者，出门要小心~~~

everything will end..

ya...everthing is end, but my life is not end yet..but one day will end..but dunno is when...

actually internet realtionship is not always will last forever, from the begining I just simply try how it feel...I become the "mice" in my love experiment..
just conclusion if everyday chat but if not met..the feeling will become fade and at last everything will end...now I feel want become matured bit...because before I'm are not grow up yet..still so childsih, at last I know what is "love"

my exam also end, and I dun want to carry any subject..the lab report make me do till want dying, 5 lab report every week till half year..>100 lab report I done jor..so tired...hope my result will good, because I feel so hard for this exam, because first time feel so much pressure, but finally exam end feel release bit..

now holiday I become so sad, because just staying at house and I dunno want to go where..
friends just keeping busy all the time, never mind I know..
so I will work gua for this 2 months holiday..staying at house so boring...
old bistro..is the choice...

幸运的人就知道，我是怎么了~

为什么这样写呢？读了，就知道~

提前：
好久没写部落格了，嘻嘻~
今天才这么勤劳去写....恩~

现在的哦：
明知道这个星期有一连串的test&quiz...本人还这么relax..
明知道还有2个星期要大考，既然还这么relax..
哇哈哈~

最近：
就是在中国网站认识了...
对方是男的...
21岁...
给妹妹看他的样子，妹妹说ok,
跟爸妈说，怕他是个骗子~其实我也担心这一点
但我就是和他这样....网恋和异地恋...
2个月了...
但我不是100%相信他，怕他是花心，
虽承诺要把我娶了，因为是没有见过面，
我需要是安全感~
网恋和异地恋，让我没有感到安全感，
但和他，我觉得很sweet~
可是我还是要有心里准备，
不是结婚的准备，是被抛弃的准备
以后失恋没这么痛苦难受

近来：
嫉妒+心痛
为什么？
因为他已经找到了对象~
虽然表面说祝福，但还是在疑问为什么不是我？
没办法，爱情不能勉强的
他们这么sweet，会让我不是很舒服，
因为没像他们那样~
还是做回自己算了

爱情：
虽然表面说我是恋爱的，
但我没这样觉得，因为远距离的关系
但我还是喜欢他，爱他
毕竟远距离，不踏实，
单身的时候，就渴望连爱，
那现在恋爱，反而带来心痛，因为我很想他~

现在的我：
已经习惯一个人 ，
享受一个人
朋友只是偶尔的，
开心不开心都会把心事写在手机的note里
真正能陪我的朋友，是没有的
反而我的死活，他们都没有在乎过，
还是同房的学姐对我比较好~

很想：
学习化妆~
是他的要求，因为会看到比较有气质
恩~我会学，但我不知道要跟谁学~
反正学习化妆我也没什么吃亏的~

好吧~写到这里
反省一下，我要努力读书了，
我不想carry不及格的科目，
不想重做同样的lab report
加油~

JY Xthese daysX

monkeys~

made by monkeys

the process of making slices potato..

guess what?it is meat..haha..

agar plate..need to be incubate..
these days...life become more horrible
now I know how that time comunise 14 days "darurat" life..
its happen..the comunist(monkey)..and the victim(hostel student)

Because our hostel beside is forest, the monkey frequently come to hostel to find foods~

before the attack, these 2 days was in peace..but after 2-3 days...nightmare comes...
the monkeys ia all over hostel..and like "kepung" our hostel...the rubbish bin...hardly to describe..the most horrible is they can in the room..

they are smart..they pull out the window glass and in the room...girls scream and monkey sound..horrible...

some room being attacked..they take away all the foods in trash and the rooms that being attacked..


the monkeys are so wild..even u scream or shoo them..they r not afraid..but they will "kejar" ler..

every day do lab report make my life so sianzz..
I can live without televisyen jor..
everyday stay at my desk for hours to finish the lab report..

x近来x

可怜的宝贝手机，对不起~T.T

不明的砍伐树木

一连串的报告，实验，有时会觉得赶来赶去，觉得蛮无聊，加上连接不断的Quiz,Test..就变成一整晚都在书桌上...

近来差不多每天都下雨，雨水把莲花池也淹没了，住在最低楼的朋友的鞋子别冲走，猴子因没有食物就侵入朋友的房间，还弄破窗玻璃，原来它们很聪明，就算女生大叫都不会被吓走，也许是习惯了吧..害到我一个人在房间感到不安..因为不知明猴子的家园被砍了一些，猴子来宿舍找吃的频率也特别多，垃圾桶都被倒翻，垃圾布满地上，臭味，苍蝇多多...

原来1月生日的朋友蛮多，我的生日也快到了，今年的生日看来是一个人庆祝的啦...

JY xCOLDx

bugs..no need catch them..they come to surrende~

The mist...

purification experiment..

reflux experiments..

December...the country located at south anf north on earth is winter-ing right now..luckily Malaysia didn't have winter..if not I will become frozen Chia jor..hahaha...

Even here didn't have winter,but I still can feel the cold...because my hostel located in the midddle between small forest and beach..the wind that blow here very cold..so in the morning and night will feel the cold+almost everyday is raining...
The atmosphere is cold ...so when sleep..I will become the caterpillar that in the bag..just wait wake up to become butterfly~..the water for shower is also cold..cold..cold...

3 weeks jor..I am stay Pahang 3 weeks jor...times going fast..
let's talk about my sem 2..
my timetable in sem 2..totally packed..almost everyday class till 4pm...and need rush for 5 lab report everyweek and plus some assignment..packed..

sO, I relax in Sat& Sun....go out walk or..shopping?maybe..but the stairs in hostel to go out like "batu cave" let me lazy to go out..better stay in hostel..juz last week I first see 3D movie at Kuantan..the ticket price not as expensive as at my hometown..

Nowdays issue..
the baby disposal is increase every days and now the issue of ppl want to end their life...haizz..GOD have gave u to live in this world but never appriciate it..why?why do such foolish things?even juz a challenge in life..so cannot face it..ur life is better than the baby that dispose everyday without humankind..so if u cannot face the problem, u can counsel to family or friends..u can count on them..if count on urself,maybe negative thinking control ur mind..

yesterday event...
the movie let me realise who the angel in our life..if u know our angel is not our partner..is.. our MOTHER..ya..is true..so appriaciate ur mother and father...if u ever think that they work hard to earn money for what?they are always love us..juz we always didn't realise or act dun care..even them sometimes annoying..and lecture here lecture there..but they always thinking about us ..but what u r always thinking about ur lover..so appriciate before its become too late..


hahaz..long time no see o~

JY最近 X新的一个学期X

好久好久没写blog了...哈哈...其实很懒惰写，因为之前用celcom...Line 跑得很慢，要我怎么上网啊？现在换了Digi..发现线是廷快的，而且又便宜..呵呵~

没想到3个星期的假期不知不觉就结束了，本来还以为可以跟老同伴聚一聚，哪知道她们一个两个没回应，下次我一定要约到你们出来为止，毕竟几个月没见面了，你们听好，要存钱啊..

到新的一个学期了，要注册的之前就大乱！！是我笨还是糊涂？懒惰和不听妈妈的话？害到我迟交学费，慌乱的找我的pretasi card..为了收拾衣服两天都不够睡..我看是上天给的惩罚了，当作一个教训，改过改过..

注册后觉得解脱麻烦了，谁叫是个大笨蛋..人家一切准备好了就很快注册完了，而我因为忘了带东西而拖了我的注册时间，我还要跑去“千里之外”和“热带雨林”的宿舍拿ID card，最后注册拿到的号码是836！唉倒霉~

呆在宿舍真的很闷，还好我有我的“电脑宝贝”，不然我已经闷死了，为什么不出去？不知要去哪里玩，搭bus都要钱，还是省钱吧，而且我住3楼那么高，还要爬很多楼梯，而且上去等巴士还要爬楼梯，谁叫这个学院有那么多楼梯，觉得很像batu caves的楼梯了..


所住的宿舍..


宿舍的阳台，对面就是森林了


有时会有猴子的“侵蚀”

我住的宿舍包括我就有5个人，除了我，全是学姐，还好我认识她们的其中一个，还好她们没有欺负我，这是幸运的事:)

可是cafe就是离宿舍很远，又要爬楼梯了，唉~
看来要半年敖在这宿舍了~
加油~！